September has been hard for me. I took a break from making videos for YouTube after my dog passed. Part of me felt guilty for stopping like I was supposed to be a stronger person. I've run out of prerecorded tutorials this week, so I don't have one to post. It has felt hard to stay motivated when I miss my puppy so much. I would like to thank everyone at Half Rez for being so kind to me and supportive. At my lowest, people walked up to me and said what I was doing meant something to them. I felt alone and like I was working alone until talking with everyone there. I'm not making these videos alone. I'm making them with all of you. Being a volunteer for Half Rez was meaningful and gave me a feeling of purpose. It's time I choose what to do next. Some ideas include making a video about composition or teaching new deformers in Cinema 4D. I've written a short apocalyptic story and would like to 3D model a dystopian robot for it. Maybe I'll read my story to you sometime after my editor looks at it. I was feeling down and I seemed to make some darker art during that time. #motiondesign #motiongraphics #community
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